I had to look that word up: Headwind. Such a strange word. But kinda what this post is all about too. The Headwind being an expression for struggling against something that is perceived as an obstacle that perhaps is only in your head. Jolanda says in her book about this deck something like this, that humans are the only living thing on this planet that moves in a headwind. The rest of the universe is dancing with the wind, not against it.
My card for this evening was drawn with a clear statement in my journal: What is my quest for tonight? The answer was Universum/Universe. The world dancer is the Changing Woman, dancing across the universe, her breast lactating milk, creating stars and whole worlds. All the colours are there, just pick one! Or pick them all. She is gently touching the earth and her own body. In the deep waters of Binah – the Mother whales and dolphins do their own dancing. The mission I got was to move, be in my body, feel it, dance it, breath it. A nice walk in the snowy night while meditating and then some hot chocolate milk felt like a treat from the Goddess for sure. Did I have headwind? Just enough to blow my hair out of my face. Dancing to the rhythm of millions of falling snowflakes.